Saturday, April 13, 2013

Finland Special Delivery

I had been sending packages back and forth with Antti again... something we hadn't done in ... over 10 years now...back then we used to talk daily without fail... now it's far and few... In the dream he resent to me what I had sent to him... as it included a hair color sample swatch with multiple vivid hair colors... I think I was asking him to help me choose the next color to put in my hair.  He had knew I had been having a hard time emotionally... and his way to make me feel better was to include a necklace and a bracelet of skulls... I remember pulling it out of the box and saying.. this is so him as I slid it on my wrist.

Sometime before or after this I was pulled over to a auto garage where police had recovered a 2007 Dodge Magnum - it had hard scratches on both sides of the rear bumper and the color was between blue and lavender - it looked sun faded... they said even though it wasn't the car that went missing.. no one claimed it and we could keep it instead of having the insurance company total the car out and give us money.

Then I was woken by bloop blop sounds coming from my phone.. around 6am... Antti was messaging me through FB - still in a haze and unable to focus my eyes I pulled them up and responded "I just woke from sleep and I was dreaming about you.  How neat that you msgd me" - and then he was to first to hear the dream... he picked to stick with purple if it tickled my fancy... but suggested adding in strands of white... then I helped him find some leather pants with red stripes, talked about cheese puffs, new world take overs and the sad matter of our single lives.  

These dreams that include someone specific and then they surface in waking life at random delight me so.

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