Friday, May 16, 2014

Dismembered Trauma

I was back in the Mommy Liz role - not sure where my parents were - but in my dream we were in my old childhood neighborhood - but the house we were in was not the same as the one we grew up in.  My sisters were back to being teenagers - Cath had long blonde hair that had a nice natural wide curl to it... she was running late.  Jenn had come in from the outside quite disturbed by something - it instantly flashed to something having had happened in the recent past vs. just then - Jenn had been hiding in costume to avoid dealing with whatever had happened to her.

I was holding her near the fireplace rocking her - another unknown lady was there trying to force information out of her - I rocked her and said.. it's ok if you don't want to talk about it right now... but eventually you will have to deal with this.

She shared with me that she had been sexually harassed or assaulted while she was cleaning out her car - her son had been in the car while it happened.  She told me who it was - it was a kid down the street - and I went to confront him.

It really was a kid - probably no more than 11 or 12 - he was in the garage playing with a handful of other kids - once confronted you saw a change overcome him. - He grabbed a machete and lunged - holy shit this kid was evil.  I remember hiding on the side of the house near the 2nd garage entrance - thinking "there is no way this little kid is going to out smart me"  I quickly realized this is no ordinary kid we are dealing with when I discovered one of his victims completely slaughtered and decapitated./

I went to meet with a detective in some run down downtown motel in a big city.  I walked up the narrow stairs and there was another body - well... the actual torso of the body was missing - but the cut off limbs and head were still there - only a huge blood soaked patch of carpet where the actual core of the body had been.

Everyone was baffled how is this child doing this?  I woke up with  no resolve - and the feeling as though I"ll never be safe.

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