Sunday, April 27, 2014

Embedded Guilt

I was in some room in some place I don't recognize - I had been eating sunflower seeds and lost track of one of them.  Later it was extracted out of under my skin.

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I had been hanging out with Mr 11 and his wife... there was obvious discord between the 2 and even with myself included - and then suddenly after a couple days things got really good between all 3 of us.. it was then I felt I had to confess... We were sitting down at dinner and I started... but then realized Mr. 11 was missing... I asked where's <insert omitted name here>? - then the scene flashed to a map of the region and the words "commit suicide" flashed - which indicated he was going to attempt to take his own life out of guilt on one of the bridges - one of the more than 3 dozen bridge locations in this region...  He was on the phone with us while we searched - I felt frantic and guilty.  No death and no find... I just woke up.

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