There was shopping store racks of clothing out in a desolate field.. there was also an abandoned car that the group I was with was hoping would run so we can move to another part and try to find other life. Seems like we had found the keys but the owner showed up. fuzzy.
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I was walking through a hospital in Seattle... I was trying to find the most convenient exit so that I could get over to our First Hill apartment. Carolyn, the landlord, came to collect the rent on the abandoned apartment... I was paying the rent there even though Ian hadn't lived there in years... I walked inside and it was freezing... the piped heating wasn't able to keep up with the intense cold.
Ian showed, and I wasn't surprised... again completely unaware of reality it just felt as though I hadn't seen him for a long time. There was nothing much left in this apartment... we left and went to a house that was in the Queen Anne district... it was a small house and I was paying rent here too... I told him he was more than welcome to stay... this house was comfortable and warm in contrast to our old apartment... he was laying on the couch and called me over... I laid down next to him and he just hugged me.. at minimum he was going to stay the night... but the future felt unclear.
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