I was being held captive... and felt desperate to escape. I remember being in a hotel room and seeing 2 people I knew and knocking on the window for them to come save me... but 1 of the 2 was one of the bad guys in disguise and they came into the room and roughed me up for the attempted escape.
Eventually I did somehow escape but felt as though I was on the run constantly. 3 beers at the top of a cooler in a convenience store was just 3 bad guys that could morph into objects in an attempt to find a moment to capture me again. I saw the objects transform into their faces and I scurried by.... I felt as though I would never escape
woke up all feverish and sweaty.. been a long time since I've had such a dream.
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I was feeling quite defiant at a work function... we were sitting under a tent while new management was going to make a speech.. though they were afraid about what I might say so the kept a close eye on me. I felt very defensive when someone had said I shouldn't have included financials in my project plan... I was certain I hadn't included any specifics only a general statement to support my business plan which is completely acceptable... I was flipping through my notes in a small spiral bound notebook. Jonathan was there.. he had brought me a shaved ice snow cone to cool me down... when I found my note I wanted to shove it in their faces. I can't remember a time ever feeling so defensive. Too many changes going on now and it's hard for me to process and I'm partially afraid of what this change can bring.
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