Ashes

She said she didn't think she was going to come out and visit anymore - it had something to do with not being able to access games.  ugh.  Apparently I was not a good enough reason to visit.   I turned to walk away and noticed cigarette ashes on the floor - instantly I broke down and turned and said... the 1 thing... the 1 thing I ask is not to smoke in my house.... why??... I just got a shrug like it didn't matter... like I didn't matter.  I was devastated.