Red Hand-print Dream Frag

Vast amount of traveling... complex subway systems... a black back with a red hand-print on it... a duplicate of a yellow bag once seen (in dream) with a green hand-print on it.

Walking by a business that was closed and then walking by again when it was open.

Pizza with water

None of it makes sense.

Black Widow Dream Fragments

Fragments...
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I had to kill a black widow that made 4 web strands from the floor to the ceiling in someones house.... after the black widow was killed the music on hold hiccuped every-time the routing came through the webs... ugh.. work seeping into dream land... arg!

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I had to help with making sandwiches - someone was on a major kick... I think it was PB&J - but I could be mistaken.

Emotional Chicken, Chicken Wings

I had a dream I ate chicken - mostly cause I was hungry and that's what was available at the time.  I felt guilty, disappointed with myself for giving in, and worried about getting sick since it's been nearly 3 years since I have consumed any poultry or red meat - but I was soooo hungry.

My Dad played some role in this dream, though I can't remember much about that... I think it highlighted his inability to emotionally connect... so it's better that I can't remember I suppose.

Friday the 13th Zombie Pregnancy

I was pregnant in a hospital being hunted by Jason from the Friday the 13th movies... it was hard to tell if he was actually hunting me, or the people around me as he seemed to always get them and avoid me... but I was scared nonetheless for myself and the life of the child inside of me.  My middle sister was there in a hospital gown which was covered in oily stains - I wondered what she had been eating but they were large as if she had rolled around in something or had been splashed.

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Zombies were prevalent and we were kicked off of a cruise ship full of survivors into a motorized life boat - there were several of us - it was strange cause it wasn't like we were boating around in the ocean.. it was more like flooded areas of a city, (a cruise ship in a flooded city? c'mon!) - I remember seeing the top half of a chain link fence with a crooked sign and just below that you can see where the fence had been breached... cut and pulled back like the opening flap of a tent.  Flashed back to a memory of walking out of a house and across a lush green lawn holding that sign.  It was a wooden sign, painted white with black letters... I stood there quiet and just held it....traumatized.  I can't remember what the sign said... and those lined up for the bus at the old school bus stop by my house didn't take much notice.

Haunted Frog and Meatballs

I was eating spaghetti and meatballs, even after watching someone across the table throw up full sized meatballs after consuming them, when I was awoken by work...why do I volunteer to be on call every holiday?!  grrr...I want more sleep.

The only other thing I can remember about that dream was I had a frog... a small one that I could hide in my hand... and I was on an airplane and I let it jump on Jonathan's face and thought it was funny... he didn't get startled...but surely didn't find it as funny as I.  (I do recall reading that frogs in dreams were signs of true friendship..so this delights me!)

I also remember sleeping in a bed in a place that felt haunted... the window open and a white translucent curtain that was something like 12 feet in length blew softly in the breeze.

Paris Performance in a Dress

I flew to Paris to meet him and watch one of his performances... he was living there now.  I connected with one of his love interests on the site of a shoot... once the performance was over I walked on stage to congratulate him for a job well done - impressive as always though he is so modest - I think that's why I enjoy his company.  The floor of seated guests were opened for questions and a middle aged woman asked how did one do the hair.  Her eyes were fixed on me.. she was intrigued by my purple hair...I felt uncomfortable and walked off stage out of any spotlight...that's not any attention I crave....her eyes followed me and she dismissed the question once she realized I wasn't part of the 'act'

His love interest and I sparked up a convo about the ability to work abroad for the respective companies we worked for and found him on a back patio saying goodbye to some of the fellow performers - as soon as he heard me complain that I was unable to access and do my work from abroad he finally became vocal and the other girl jumped in and wanted to engage him more but he semi-dismissed her - I felt bad... she was trying so hard and his interest was mediocre at best bordering on being annoyed with her.  We walked him home... oddly I was wearing a dress as was the other girl and we walked on either side of him.  He was carrying a backpack and a few other things - also overdressed - lots of excessive coverings.  His living quarters were in this community of really neat steep roofed duplex type houses that were painted like old fashioned barns - deep red with white trim and a black or really dark brown shingled roof.  He unlocked his door and let us in... he had 3 or 4 dogs - most of them took much interest in me as I was instantly drawn into them and wanting to give them all equal amounts of attention.  I let them lick my face and give me kisses while I gave them each healthy doses of behind the ear scratches and head petting.

I noticed a lot of pictures adorned the wall... in fact... he had quickly pulled down 2 pictures as we were walking in... not wanting them to be seen.... but I knew why he did it... it was of him and another girl and he didn't want this current interest to get jealous.   Now I empathized with him as this girl in the 'here and now' seemed very overbearing.  He talked to me about one of his dogs always getting sick cause he tended to eat things he wasn't supposed to.

I was sitting on his couch with a dog at my feet and another next to me with his head in my lap when I woke up.

Advanced Growth and Yogurt

Dream is hazy... it was as if I were watching a sitcom... but in real life... as if I were standing in scenes, unseen.  A family who had a surrogate baby - the wife the returned just as the baby was being born... then rapid growth began... the baby was a man before the day was done and then was going to have a yogurt eating contest (blueberry) with Danny DeVito to prove something... whomever could eat the quart of yogurt the fasted meant something.... on the count of 3 they were to start, but this man-baby got 2 spoonfuls shoveled in his mouth at the mention of 1... DeVito let it go and started properly at 3.

That's all I can remember.  I think I had another dream before this too, but I am failing to remember it.  I used to remember all my dreams without fail... and now I'm failing on the regular..

LA Animal Facility

I had a choice to travel to PA to visit with 2 people whom I hardly know or to go to LA, Calif to what I thought was an animal sanctuary.  I weighed my options...I remember thinking about how much the hotel costs would be.  I was at my Mom's house at the time, but the layout of the house was unfamiliar... no house I've ever known us or her to live in.  My pets were there as was a chicken that could shrink to fall through the vent in the floorboard for safe keeping and a monkey that could do the same.

Hmm.. people/animals...people/animals... of course I chose to go to LA.

Traffic was mad - in dream it was 10 times more exaggerated than actual LA traffic (so it was beyond horrendous) - I was at an intersection where the cross traffic didn't stop... I had to get over to the other side... which means I had to cross over 8 lanes of traffic... 4 going one way and 4 going the other... how is that even safe?! - Once on the other-side we reached the high security facility...  The girl in the booth started talking about how I had called them 3 times and that each call cost me $75 to gain access and that it was part of my 3 year plan.   It dawned on me she was talking about my AC plan back home.. and I was clearly irritated cause I wasn't there about my AC - she had me pull around to a waiting lot to park... and moments later came back and produced me a bill which she dwindled down to $38  - this was acceptable to me so I signed.

Once inside it became clear that it wasn't an animal sanctuary in the typical sense...or maybe not any sense at all... they quarantined Freshy in one room to make sure she was disease free and took me in another room and discussed that they were somehow affiliated with Tom Cruise - and the site was testing to save animals by testing on animals...but they assured me that no animals were being harmed - now I was concerned about Freshy I wanted her with me... 

The inside of the facility was very futuristic... and clinical and clean.

Ashes

She said she didn't think she was going to come out and visit anymore - it had something to do with not being able to access games.  ugh.  Apparently I was not a good enough reason to visit.   I turned to walk away and noticed cigarette ashes on the floor - instantly I broke down and turned and said... the 1 thing... the 1 thing I ask is not to smoke in my house.... why??... I just got a shrug like it didn't matter... like I didn't matter.  I was devastated.

Mountain Lion Panic Attack

We had been traveling and at one point realized things had gone missing.... lost a little thing here... a little thing there... took a quick inventory and noted all that was missing.  Only a few of us went out for a hike... one tag-a-long met another at the starting point.  She was relieved it was a stand in person vs the originally invited.  We turned the corner where there was a small man-made pond that included boulders in and around it.  It had a cement surrounding as if we were in an enclosure of sorts.  A mountain lion head peakedout from underneath the water.  I backed up and started to take cover behind the rocks to the west.  My aunt Sandy was really testing her unreasonable luck by getting too close thinking she could play with it like a domesticated animal.  She ended up paying the price when it launched at her pulling her down into the water.  Jenn was the innocent bystander that was targeted now by a 2nd mountain lion... she was crouched on the cement at the ponds edge in a fetal position while the other attacked her from above....I screamed at her to stay still... at this point I realized (one of the rare times) that it was a dream and subconsciously started yelling at myself to wake up...and wake up I did... into a full blown panic attack

Uncomfortable Guarded Privacy

I dreamt that I was helping someone move... we were driving a truck through a dirt field that was staged to be a housing community and greenbelts, but was abandoned before being finished.  There were guards, they stopped people walking, but they did not stop us from driving through.  We pulled up to a chain link fence that had those plastic strappings weaved through them to provide a bit more privacy than your normal run of the mill one... part of it was pulled back... a secret entrance into this apartment community.   It was actually quite a nice place...you just wouldn't have guessed it by the surroundings and the path you had to take to get there.

In the same dream, or perhaps a 2nd dream as I have been sick and woke a few times last night but the dreams felt blended... I dreamt I had to deal with him at work... a work trip and we had to work together to figure out a food situation for a group of people using an iPad...It was cordial, but I was uncomfortable every second of it and just wanted to be done.

Airport Dreams/Reality

I was living back at home in Riverbank and a co-worker had stayed there during a work travel.  I was even in my old bedroom and he slept on the couch in the living room.  He had opened my door to see if I was awake while I was sleeping and quietly closed it to go finish readying himself for his departure... I had been sleeping but was aware this took place.

I woke up and came out to make sure he didn't need anything and offered to give him a ride to the airport.  My middle sister came out and asked if the ketchup she provided him worked out for him... he said it did. - then my alarm went off... my real alarm. cause I really do have to pick up a co-worker from the airport this morning.... ugh... ZZZZzzz

Travelling to Nowhere

We all had to line up at a bus station terminal on the corner of a street near where I once lived....we weren't lining up for a bus though... we were lining up for a flight... but to where? - I got tired of standing in line and made my way through a trendy coffee shop where there were placeholders in each of the tables for you to plug in your game-boy.... game-boy? really? - I didn't have one..but the table at which I sat was broken anyhow.... when they came to try and fix it... I left and walked through what felt like a high school gym with a huge empty olympic sized pool... I was still carrying my luggage... but I don't have any recollection of where I was going.

I had a dream before this one, but I've waited too long to jot it down and have forgotten it - it was brief and I remember thinking in the midst of the semi-waking moment that it was ok with me if I didn't record it.

Baby Visit Sanding

Got to visit both of my nephews at the same time... but one of the kids ended up being, in dream, the kid of an acquaintance of mine.  I was sanding one of the cabinets at my moms house for Dad to re-stain... I didn't get to finish what I was doing cause I was distracted.  Jen had lost most of her baby weight and we talked about her going back to work, I told her to spend as much time with her kid as she could..

SD

Dreamt I moved to San Diego