Rucksack Speed Read

In a rucksack I carried a handful of items...most memorable was my phone and one of my favorite gas masks... I sat it on the counter at some arcade we visited after work.  I remember pulling out my phone and finding that the screen was cracked and the glass lens of the rear camera also had a crack... Walking through the mall to find the Mac store to have them fix it was a pain... I don't recall ever making it there.

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Driving around in his hometown I was going too fast and got pulled over by the local cops... they were most inquisitive if I had been taking pictures while driving... I allowed them to look through my phone to prove I had not been.  They took us back to their house where the lady sheriffs kids were returning home from a stint away at summer camp.   I found his autobiographical self made book and read most of the whole thing.. I think I skipped some parts but confessed to him about reading it and said I hoped he didn't mind.

Library Revisits

Bagels at the library...the parking lot an emptied Olympic sized pool...revisited by Nubbin, Pepper and 2 others from the past... I felt and feel bad for not remembering what I had named them...it's not because they were any less special...it was just overwhelming.

Blind Transparent Delays

Flight Delay - was put on a bus that I assumed was going to take me to the next available flight....it was a packed bus and the driver let me sit in the front seat with him... 5 mins into it the driver announces that it's a bus that is going to drive to the destination.... I make him stop and let me out... I start crying as I walk back to the airport... made it just in time for the actual flight I was supposed to be on

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Group dinner with some people I knew, some I didn't.... across the street there was a police SWAT van where they were running drills... I spoke to one girl who had to keep adjusting her swat gear cause it was made for a man and not a woman....the bill came out to over $900 - I paid for $200 of it.. and another lady $60...the rest went on the bosses' credit card

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First hand witness to the making of the music video for 'Blindly' - Rik was wearing a white transparent latex suit...parts of his face were covered by white gauze made to look antique or rustic...he sang into a mic that was equipped with a ring flash - it illuminated his bright blue eyes... his spiky hair styled into a very significant and solid design...when he sang there was a lot of emphasis on his mouth, teeth and lips as he pronounced words and sang certain verses...he pulled away to look at the production capture to see if it was to his liking...when turned you can see he had a tail and the latex suit was made to accommodate it.

Secret Untrust

He would stop by my place on his way home... it was as if it were our first time together... well it would have been, so that makes sense... he wore a white t-shirt and while he wasn't aggressive, he was very passionate in the way he kissed.... I tried to soak in every bit of him as I was only allowed bits and pieces...never the whole. I was scared to touch him...but I couldn't help myself... I wanted to know him...every inch of him....though I knew he was bad for me for he had already broken my trust.

I talked about taking Jen to Germany provided she could still travel while pregnant.. I considered asking him if he wanted to join... hoping he would run away with me there. We were in some empty field for a secret meeting and he lifted me up... I was surprised at the ease and I laughed and said I didn't think he could do it. He didn't go where he said he was going to go... and he wasn't doing what he said he was going to do. Frustrating and disappointing...but I kept trying.... I kept trying knowing it would never change....but still holding on to hope that maybe he would. I'm my own worst enemy.

Intervention Dreams

Jeff was given a second chance at something...must have been life cause when I woke up I remembered that Mom had told me he passed away just a couple months ago... the dream felt desperate...trying to convince someone of what is good for them...for his kids... Jer showed up as if he was the concerned brother - but gave up and left... Jeff was laying on the bed his shirt was a soccer style shirt... yellow with green strips over the arms... I sat next to him and leaned over him... trying to convince him in a pleading way that if he needed my help...no matter what it was... to call me.. I'd be there...and to think of his kids...if not for himself.. for his kids.  -  so strange to dream of them... I haven't seen his kids since they were little.. and now they are all grown.  I hope they are doing okay.

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There was a group of people sitting in the room as if they were waiting for someone to instruct them... a classroom expectation - I went to locate the instructor and ask why this group was made to wait so long (hours) - she gave me some retarded excuse and indicated they would be waiting a lot longer...I think I encouraged them to leave.  bit fuzzy on that one.

Brain-Eating Bookworm Busey

I dreamt that Gary Busey was a zombie.. and he was good at sneaking up on people cause he would occupy himself by reading some book that was adapted to some movie he was in.

Red Velvet Kittens

Kittens galore...a couple with red velvet colored spots.

Van Murders and Puke

Stuck in a van made to witness the driver murder all of the other passengers...we struggled for the gun...I shot him in the foot and kicked him out...a quick slide over into the drivers seat and I sped away. First time puke in dream then I phoned the police as he stumbled back towards the starting point.

Crushing 3 Awkward Spiders

Multiple awkward shared living spaces and the crushing of 3 spiders in an open forum restroom.

Runny Nose Waterskiing

Runny nose pictures on new work badges and barefoot waterskiing down aqueduct channels