Messages Scratched into Thighs

The message snuck in from nowhere..he asked if I still had multi-colored hair... I replied suspicious of his intention to contact me after so long... he said he looked like Kaiden now... whomever that is... a character well known apparently, as I witnessed that name printed on glasses that sat in a cabinet...all it meant was that he shaved his head...summer will be here soon....he watched as I scratched a 'keep in touch' message with my thumb nail into his thigh knowing full well he wouldn't.

Too Many Faces...Too Many People

there was just far too many things going on in that dream....head was about to implode...woke alll feverish and sticky...more tired than when I fell asleep to begin with. hopefully can get back to it....time is running thin. so many faces...so many people.

Extracting DNA from the Horde of Prudes

hordes of prudes up-roared about the excessive sexual nature of the film... I was alone in the theater while they protested outside watching with delight as I sifted through the empty contents of a purse. Later I helped a small family of deer to escape a hunter, abused to escape their abusers...there was so much blood and dismemberment... attempts to extract DNA from a now rotting corpse, the body had to be cut in half and squeezed a certain way for the identifying blocks to be released...heads were shaved as we watched out for any potential witnesses.

Kevin Bacon at the Pool Party After-Dark

this time I fell asleep on the ocean shore...bombs that had been hidden chained to the deepest of ocean floors all went off, one right after the other....there were concerns about a tsunami...I woke with black rusty wire tangled around my arm....the shattered remains of what had been destroyed... a shiny onyx dud floated in and out with the current. We took a spotlight and searched the shallow fresh water for saltwater salamanders...an old hippy with a grey beard encased their bone structures into resin pipes.. I nibbled on one...then nibbled directly on the skeleton...it was to prove something, but I can't remember what.....I found my motorcycle in the nick of time, someone was trying to steal it from the center of a frequented round-about... I promised him lessons though I was not qualified to give them...seeing as it was my 2nd mode of transport I wasn't too confident in my own ability to ride it...but I managed... Kevin Bacon was at the pool party after dark.... he was the good guy in this film.

Time Travelling Oxygen Controllers

time travelled to the 1920s or the 1880s...couldn't tell the difference if I tried....with the ability to control oxygen....a group of us sat in a room trying to figure out how to save her daughter.... we gave ourselves 5 mins of air and then restricted the rest of the world as we watched the piillow wafer that sat on a teacup plate...it represented her sickly daughter trapped somewhere in a limestone cage...just before all were to perish...oxygen was rereleased and we watched the wafer expand and contract as if it were breathing...finally it worked...her daughter would live.

Riots over the Lack of an Emotional Connection

For some reason decided to attend a high profile court hearing...got into an argument with the court clerk...she couldn't understand me when I was telling her my name to collect my items they had to keep stored....some friends from present and past decided to come...after a line jumper and 2nd round of security searches I decided it wasn't worth it anymore and walked out. Stood on the steps off to the side and watched as people began to riot....they carried torches and chanted her name...they wanted her to burn....As things faded from view there was a realized complete lack of emotional connection over dinner dates...I lost my appetite...it was all as if I had been here before.

2 Days of Disappointment

Hey brain...I really love the return of the insanely vivid and detailed dreams...but show me something new....leave work dreams simulated in real life or 3D and the reliving of traumatic events out of the mix... 2 days in a row you've disappointed me...don't do it again.

Detail I Didn't Need

I dreamt about it in detail...I really didn't need that dream.

Filleted by Dishonesty

a knock at the door..the peephole covered so he was forced to answer...presented with just the face of his accomplice, which he didn't recognize... it did look more like a crude papier-mâché mask than of a persons face...he was told to look in the gutter drain for the now faceless body... had it not been his accomplice... at the hands of the both of them, it would have been some other unsuspecting soul. His rage was apparent and I waited in the drivers seat to be stabbed and filleted by his hunting knife...red in the face, he couldn't fathom, nor could he stand that someone got one over on them. I could walk faster pushing a bike than those that rode one.... we waited to see how long it took for dishonesty to rear it's ugly head.

Secret Child and The One in the Grave

a child no one knew existed...a tall man in a tracksuit...through a straw short clouds of smoke inhaled from a chocolate herb and a secret room that used to belong to someone else....I moved the rocks as if they sat on the grave of the one that won't be here to see it grow.

Iced Maple Syrup and Chris

I blew my nose and then smelled maple syrup...my car was completely iced over this morning... I dreamt of Chris (DP), he had a full head of hair and looked healthy. None of these things have anything in common...nor are they connected.

Torn Ear

why does my ear hurt so much...oh look it's because it ripped and is swollen to 5 times the normal size.... here... hold the pieces together for a bit and they will stitch themselves back together... wait a few hours and it's healed as if nothing ever happened. dreams I tell ya...must have been sleeping wrong.

What Dream?

Wow....what a dream.

Dream of Escape

a fed up dream of escape.... a slip away in the middle of the night w/o informing anyone.. to simply just disappear to a place I know no one. no one. no forwarding address. I don't want to be found. I wish I could find that guy's bird...that would make me feel good to be able to return it... it would really make his day.

Shriveled Hand Stuck to the Apple Box

I put myself down for a 12 hour sleep... sore throat mostly gone...head is quite foggy still ... I fell into a world that I was an apple farmer and the parties paying me to collect all the various types of apples had a hidden agenda. dismembered body parts left in the sun too long shrivel and they stick to things... like apple crates.

Naked Albino Creations

I dreamt about the documentation of 4 new songs being created..each had it's own big screen in a sector of downtown... swollen faces and tooth removal...realizing half way through the dog walk that I forgot to wear clothes and running into a giant kid on his way to school as he carried his poisonous albino bearded dragon around and explained it was only poisonous if it bit you...it seemed to be annoyed with him...ready to bite....I wasn't taking any chances.

Gunshot

Woke up cause I heard a gunshot..I don't know if I really heard it or dreamt it..Freshy wasn't barking so must have been dream. Earlier tonight Pandora started itself and played a track by TeeBee...it's the 7th.... did I have a visit or am I making unrealistic connections?

Plastic Sea-Horse Conspiracy

I dreamt of finding a real-life sea-horse creature in a flooded park....I sniffed it's hair to see if it smelled like the sea.....but as I examined it further I noticed it had the word "Mattel®" stamped on it... fooled again!

Untrustworthy Dreams

untrusting dreams - I didn't trust myself, I didn't trust the situation....but the state of another put that all aside.

Saving Ian - Post Suicide Dream

My day has been rough....I just had 2nd panic attack in a 12 hour period....it's been a long time since I've had them this bad...and not sure what's triggering the high anxiety...last night it tore me from sleep...and it took almost 2 hours to get back to sleep....when I did....bad dream that has had me in a funk all day....I had a dream that I went back to my first hill apt in seattle....and found evidence that Ian's death may not have been a suicide (which is weird cause he passed in Las Vegas)...but instead a drug related murder (when I first got the news they didn't know it was self inflicted or if someone shot him)....so I took his death cert to have his body exhumed for autopsy (again weird cause he was cremated)...and while he was in the morgue...he actually came back to life....it was like he was drugged to be thought to be dead...but wasn't and it had worn off....I remember saying in dream to one of the medical staff that it was good timing for me to have requested it otherwise he wouldn't have survived....it was him...but it wasn't him....he was affected...but mattered not...he was alive....when I woke up it felt as if I had been crying in my sleep....and then I had to face the reality all over again...completely broke down in the shower...and mood has been cloudy...had to apologize to mom this morning cause I was really short with her.....but been able to mostly shake it off now...

Padded Rooms and Budding Vineyards

I dreamt of padded dome shaped rooms several layers deep - tourists slept between each layer which were all held together by 2 small wooden windows....a consult with a reclusive wine maker and a curtain pulled peek at his budding vineyard.

Dead Girl's Scrubs

I've had a couple weird dreams the last couple nights...I can't recall last night's dream.. I just remember waking up and saying to myself... "what the...??" - The prior night was a somewhat sexual based dream...There was a nurse by day/stripper by night that had been murdered...and I was wearing her nursing scrubs...and whomever it was I was with (unknown in dream)...was enjoying the hearing the details about the murder as I wore the dead girls scrubs... odd.

Leopard Print Dream

...was in a rather deep sleep dreaming about leopard print throw blankets at a swap meet...weird.

Vampire Evacuations

Dream: gas leak evacuation...2 cats, 1 dog, 2 snakes (1 full grown 1 baby) all together in a carrier...a frantic maze of rooms...snake bite to the hand...an attempt to kill or at least forever bind a deeply sinister vampire...one much more sinister than I....he was not happy when he broke free...I could not fly high enough to escape him..hiding on the ledge of a 500 story building I was trapped as he approached.

Toto in the Aussie Mountains

I saw Toto live in Australia on the top of a mountain - the only thing I had to do to get back home...was wake up.

Not Just a Regular Sex Dream...

I had 2 sex dreams this week... neither were confusing though..I found them quite entertaining and enjoyable..... the first was not just a regular sex dream, but an anal sex dream...it was a somewhat awkward dream.....then the other just a couple nights ago involved my first love, from when I was like 13 (he was 17)...I didn't lose my virginity until I was 17 or 18 - so I had never had sexual relations with him and I haven't seen him in....quite a long time now...but I have had contact with him since we both entered adulthood...so we were adults in dream....that one was vivid and the full deal all the way down to the cumshot on my face.....woke up quite satisfied by that one

Dreams of the Dancer and Latex

So the other day I wrote this in case the details faded away as new dreams replace old dreams, ect...
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Have to write this down before I forget...


You have made an appearence 2 nights in a row now in my dreams.  Both were very vivid and you were more prodominent in the first one.


Dream #1
You were standing in front of me, in another room, I suppose much like I have seen in your videos...haha that would make sense...but you were holding our your hands, palms turned up...and this bright golden frog appeared, it was actually so bright it was almost glowing a bright yellow color...and it had very significant and bright blue eyes that were hypnotizing.  Though I know not what meaning this would have, in the dream it was like a REALLY RARE Buddist type charm/fortune, like only the things that people spoke of but had never witnessed.  As soon as I recognized it, I frantically told you to hold on, cause if he (the frog) were to fall, he would pop or disappear.. and just as soon as I turned to go find something to contain him in (which was strange cause it's not like it was a real life frog) - turned back to find he was laying on the carpet on his side just to the right of your feet...he had not popped, and had not disappeared...and that's the last view in that dream I remember, a zoomed in shot of him just laying there on his side, still bright and glowing golden with blue eyes.


That's all I can remember from that one....other than you didn't speak whatsoever (big shock there)


I had mentioned the dream to a friend and she emailed me a link to this interpretation breakdown about animals in dreams...here's what it said about Frogs:


Frog: Animals in dreams such as Frogs represent blessings, love, and prosperity. If you dream of holding a frog in your hands, it suggests you fondest wish shall come true. Dream Frogs also symbolize spiritual and emotional transformation. I you hear Frogs croaking in your dreams, it is a call to learn more about spiritual matters. If the Frog in your dreams is in the water, this suggests you are going through some emotional turmoil but you have the ability to see your way out of it. See Frog symbolism here.


Frogs are also good luck symbols in Japan - especially for travelers. Images or charms were worn during long voyages to assure safety (particularly across water).
I have a friend, Albert who lives in Japan.(This is an excerpt from the symbolism link, I don't know anyone named Albert in Japan) He shared further Japanese wisdom animal symbolism of the frog. The Japanese word for frog is "kaeru." It is the same word meaning "return." So travelers carry a small frog amulet with the intent of returning safely home. (Perhaps it (my dream) had something to do with your upcoming trip to Coachella and hoping for safe travels) - I tried to find a picture of what I pictured the frog to look like in my dream and was unable to find anything to resembled it... 


Dream#2
You were just like in the background, not the primary character in the dream...but you were speaking Russian...and I remember asking you to continue speaking it to me, although I didn't understand what was being said, I just wanted to hear it....So it was like the muffled background narration in Russian...and it was I was in some war-torn country...environment felt very desolate - and that girl I mentioned I had somewhat become a mentor to, was there, she has taken to an interest in latex suits (after exploring my YouTube Channel) - but she still lives at home, and in a home that is very judgemental, and a tad over protective...so in the dream she was having to change into her latex gear outside of the home..and then go to her job as a masseuse whom wears latex...haha - when I told her about the dream, she said she hope she looked ok in the latex (she states she will never get into wearing it - but I have my money that she will explore it further at a later time in life)

Vivid, Random and Amazing

dreams lately have been vivid, random and amazing.

Shoot Me Like a Rocket Into Space

I dreamt of ballet dancing to Loverboys "Lovin' Every Minute of It"....who does that?  forgot to mention that Pat was in it...also ballet dancing....and he tried to pick me up at the part that says "shoot me like a rocket into space" and I farted....

Unspoken Shared Dreamspace in Finland

Written to Antti: I had a dream last night...can't remember all of the details other  than I was staying with you temporarily...we shared a bed..but we couldn't sleep...sometimes i'd look at you and you were wearing glasses...and then another time you weren't....the dream was in black and white....I think you were annoyed with me cause you didn't get much sleep...anxious to see me on my way in the morning so you could try to snatch a couple hours of solid shut eye...it was strange cause we were able to communicate but didn't speak...hmm...


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Later in a response he admitted to an eerie similar dream he had - had we shared this dreamspace?