Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Multiple Intrusions

I was alerted to something being amiss when a long thing strip of plastic got caught up in the floor fan.  I followed it back into my master bathroom where I saw the entire window of glass blocks had fallen out... I peeked out the window and some were broken and my back gate was ajar.  I started to think it was less the ground issues that allowed the window to come undone and more an intentional act and someone was now in the house.  fear.

I think I awoke at this point... and after falling back asleep I dream this time that I went to check said window again and it was fine.. but this time my closet door was cracked open (I always leave it closed) - so again fear that someone was in the house.  I mustered up the courage to shove the door completely open and yell ready to fight off anything that might come out at me.  nothing.

I awoke again a bit panicky and fell back asleep.  This time Freshy was 2 feet from my master bath barking at the doorway.  fear again.  This time Ian walks out of the door completely naked - I'm scared and stunned and all sorts of emotions wrapped together.  So confused I can't even move.  I wake.

Back to sleep this time people are having a party in my front room - the front windows had been knocked out and there was some church organization using the front of my house to pass out flyers and push their agenda.  I had to run everyone off.  I wasn't scared. I was frustrated.  

This time when I woke up. I stayed up. fuck.