Thursday, October 23, 2014

Excused Dream

I was at a bday party for my grandmother (again.. never would do this in waking life)  and she confronted on lady there with her kids and rudely asked her to leave... I got the feeling it was an unjust ask.  There was a present on the table in the other room that was for Danny.. it had some suit shirts and ties and I had to open it to put one other item in there.   It was a 'good luck finding a new job' gift and I think he scoffed at it.. uninterested in joining the working world again.

I later found evidence that Brent was.. well .. the same as I knew him to be or had learned him to be - he was trying to pull in new girls to chat with but this time he was open about being married from the start.. progress  I guess. 

I was living on a boardwalk in a quaint little cabin house... I remember the sun on the touch of stucco on the outside as I looked out my door at a stall that he had set up with a big beach towel that read 'fun facts' about him.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

2Nights/2Fragments

night before last:
I fell asleep while Jonathan was waiting for me outside to go somewhere - I don't think I slept long but when I woke I rushed out to apologize - I've been so tired that I can't control when sleep comes.  He was fine with it... and he was also sick... I asked myself why didn't he cancel our plans if he was sick.  I said I'd take a shower and be out shortly and he was more than welcome to come in and wait.. he preferred to wait in the car.. probably to listen to NPR.

last night:
was in some city I've never been before to attend some type of benefit race - though we discovered that the whole thing was a sham.  I was walking the dogs and we stumbled upon 2 tarantulas.  that's all I can remember.