Fragments.
Trapped in an indoor play area/pool and the girl that lived there was trying to kill me.
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Road-trip to/from somewhere I can't recall... I think I had Hans and Rob with me... we encountered a very tall solid black man running on the highway and he was naked. I pulled up next to him and he asked if we could buy him some underwear. I agreed and we pulled ahead and I pulled into a store where I began to feverishly look for the perfect pair of underwear.. and I wanted an undershirt to match... every time I looked there was a different selection.. I asked the lady if I could look in a box that had a brand I didn't see on display... she pointed out they were.. but I still couldn't find them. Then it hit me.. how are we going to find this naked man again to give him the stuff we bought? - I think AA spoke up and said that he said he would be at the Silvercloud Hotel.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Resurfacing Bumpy Dirt Roads of the Past
I was working remotely and for some reason he was there... he was in the background and I could feel his eyes... I had this growing suspicion that he was going to try to re-enter my life... I felt really disgruntled about that.
For some reason we had to have little miniature guinea pig like companions to do our job - my first one was about to retired and I had a replacement waiting in a tube... I realized I had made it wait for longer than I should have.. but I had built a bond with the original and didn't want to give it up... I opened the 2nd tube and the 2nd one came shooting out - they were really small and the only way I could describe them is about he length of an index finger and completely covered in the softest fur you could imagine... I can't remember eyes, noses or mouths.. they just existed.
They both took off and jetted into the room he was in. "fuck" - I said to myself cause now I had to go interact with him. I was cordial, as always, but my wall was double the height as it has ever been. Somehow it came out that his wife had taken a sharp turn and was now staying mostly in bed and extremely depressed. I started to feel sympathetic towards him.. but wondered if his situation was his own doing - maybe she had found out about his activities and at that point... that's all on him. He made those choices.. he will have to deal with the consequences. I was mad at myself for having let the wall come down any distance so quickly.
Later in the dream, or in a whole other dream entirely - I was leaving this remote location and had to take a dirt road at one point... I saw a train coming down the dirt road after crossing over a main intersection - it had to go through a few hundred feet of trackless bumpy dirt road before the track picked up again... a few of the tail end cars got disconnected and rolled back into the main intersection t-boning a car and causing others to wreck. The police came and I was questioned as an eye witness... Dad showed up and offered to pave the dirt road to prevent this from happening again.. .it was going to be a hefty contract and he got it.
The end.
For some reason we had to have little miniature guinea pig like companions to do our job - my first one was about to retired and I had a replacement waiting in a tube... I realized I had made it wait for longer than I should have.. but I had built a bond with the original and didn't want to give it up... I opened the 2nd tube and the 2nd one came shooting out - they were really small and the only way I could describe them is about he length of an index finger and completely covered in the softest fur you could imagine... I can't remember eyes, noses or mouths.. they just existed.
They both took off and jetted into the room he was in. "fuck" - I said to myself cause now I had to go interact with him. I was cordial, as always, but my wall was double the height as it has ever been. Somehow it came out that his wife had taken a sharp turn and was now staying mostly in bed and extremely depressed. I started to feel sympathetic towards him.. but wondered if his situation was his own doing - maybe she had found out about his activities and at that point... that's all on him. He made those choices.. he will have to deal with the consequences. I was mad at myself for having let the wall come down any distance so quickly.
Later in the dream, or in a whole other dream entirely - I was leaving this remote location and had to take a dirt road at one point... I saw a train coming down the dirt road after crossing over a main intersection - it had to go through a few hundred feet of trackless bumpy dirt road before the track picked up again... a few of the tail end cars got disconnected and rolled back into the main intersection t-boning a car and causing others to wreck. The police came and I was questioned as an eye witness... Dad showed up and offered to pave the dirt road to prevent this from happening again.. .it was going to be a hefty contract and he got it.
The end.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Broken Teeth & Past Blast Joe Visit
I was suffering from some sort of lock jaw that was causing me to put a lot of pressure on my teeth... I kept expecting them to break... and then one did .. my lower front tooth on the right snapped in half when I touched it... I didn't hurt but I was in shock.. then I reached in my mouth and one of my molars were so loose it came out whole... I called for my mom to call the dentist as my mouth continued to bleed from the broken and extracted tooth sockets....I kept losing the part of my front tooth that broke in half and retrieving it hoping the dentist would fix it.. and I started to feel for other loose teeth..
Either in the same dream, or having woken and fallen back asleep in my near 3 hour nap... I walked out into the living room of my childhood home and saw Cath putting my work laptop aside.. she had been emailing one of the coders at work as if she were me and I said that you know it's against the law to pose as someone else - I started to read the thread where they had been exchanging some pictures... but felt I didn't have time to deal with this mess right now... Dad was present and he didn't say anything... we were grown now and he was still uncomfortable to take an authoritative stand.
It was then I looked out of the blinds of my childhood bedroom and saw the tail end of a red car - and then remembered Joe was coming to visit - I was a mess... I had just arrived home myself from some trip earlier that day.. my hair was messy and partially faded at points showing the bleached blonde pieces where the dye had been stripped and not redone.. I had no make up on.. but it was Joe... my dear friend that has never forgotten my birthday and never needed some social media site to remind him... and I knew none of that mattered to him... he knocked on the front door and I opened it and immediately gave him a huge hug... I said he must be hungry and offered to go out to eat with him as we had looked in the fridge and it was pretty bare. He started telling me about his ordeal to get to the airport in Las Vegas to come to see me... and then I thought.. why didn't he ask to be picked up? There was no need for him to rent a car...
Either in the same dream, or having woken and fallen back asleep in my near 3 hour nap... I walked out into the living room of my childhood home and saw Cath putting my work laptop aside.. she had been emailing one of the coders at work as if she were me and I said that you know it's against the law to pose as someone else - I started to read the thread where they had been exchanging some pictures... but felt I didn't have time to deal with this mess right now... Dad was present and he didn't say anything... we were grown now and he was still uncomfortable to take an authoritative stand.
It was then I looked out of the blinds of my childhood bedroom and saw the tail end of a red car - and then remembered Joe was coming to visit - I was a mess... I had just arrived home myself from some trip earlier that day.. my hair was messy and partially faded at points showing the bleached blonde pieces where the dye had been stripped and not redone.. I had no make up on.. but it was Joe... my dear friend that has never forgotten my birthday and never needed some social media site to remind him... and I knew none of that mattered to him... he knocked on the front door and I opened it and immediately gave him a huge hug... I said he must be hungry and offered to go out to eat with him as we had looked in the fridge and it was pretty bare. He started telling me about his ordeal to get to the airport in Las Vegas to come to see me... and then I thought.. why didn't he ask to be picked up? There was no need for him to rent a car...
Friday, January 10, 2014
Fragments of Mixed Material
Received this dress/costume I had been waiting for.. turned out to be slightly too big but I was OK with that... though some of the accessories were missing and later to be found mixed in with some things a friend had... I asked for them to bring them to me at a restaurant.. and that's when I noticed the material of the dress wasn't the material as expected.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Irresponsibly Thoughtless
This won't be the most thoughtfully recalled dream since I have waited now several hours to recall it..
Someone that resembled someone else, but wasn't the person that they resembled, left me a note... I drove and waited outside where I was asked to. Their significant other came out and threatened me - though I felt the lesser of being the one in the wrong.. it still felt wrong... but I couldn't help myself.
Later at home, though in dream it wasn't the home I have today... he showed and was moving in... I got this overwhelming sense of being not sure what I was getting myself into. He now resembled a younger him... and I was worried that maybe he was irresponsible and I definitely didn't want to be with someone irresponsible. Time would tell.
The end.
Someone that resembled someone else, but wasn't the person that they resembled, left me a note... I drove and waited outside where I was asked to. Their significant other came out and threatened me - though I felt the lesser of being the one in the wrong.. it still felt wrong... but I couldn't help myself.
Later at home, though in dream it wasn't the home I have today... he showed and was moving in... I got this overwhelming sense of being not sure what I was getting myself into. He now resembled a younger him... and I was worried that maybe he was irresponsible and I definitely didn't want to be with someone irresponsible. Time would tell.
The end.
Sunday, January 5, 2014
Red Pickup Proposals
Massive windstorm that was capable of picking up vehicles.. I was recording video through a window on the 2nd story of a building that over looked some steep peaked mountains. Suddenly a small red pickup truck was being hurled straight at me... I screamed for people to get down and away from the windows. I escaped the death that would have surely come. I returned to a restaurant where I had earlier that night met with Monica and some of her friends... I got the impression she was trying to set me up with someone to help me move on from her brother's (Ian) death. I wasn't interested... I was only there to collect my purse off the back of a chair which I left behind when I went to venture on my own. I told those at the table that it was nice to meet them but I had to go. As I walked through the maze of tables to get out of this place, I witnessed 3 proposals.. 2 guys proposing to girls and 1 girl proposing to a guy... I couldn't quite figure out what the occasion was. The last one witnessed before the exit, the girlfriend hadn't even seen her boyfriend get on one knee.. He waited there until she noticed with great surprise.
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